craving you

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 at 7:28 PM

I want you naked on my bed
the thought of it makes me pulse
I can feel it in my cock
An ache, a need
a constant throb
And I'm erect, and I want you...

your exquisite curves are liquid against the sheets
soft, subtle movements as you breathe
light dappled on your gentle skin
secrets to be discovered
intense pleasure between your thighs.

As much as I love this image...
as much as I love thinking of you this way...
all I want is to take you

You're so beautiful
So sensual
but all I want is to be all over you
to fuck you
to cover you in my hot wet cum

I want to make you wet
to fuck you with my hard cock
to make you scream
to turn this beauty into lust
hard, frantic, urgent lust.

The images tumble in my head
my body between your thighs
urgently moving
thrusting and fucking
overwhelming need and desire.

I want you wrapped around me
I want my cock deep inside your cunt
I want to feel you clutching around me
clinging onto me
engulfing my cock with your hot, wet need
bathing my cock with your cunt.

Our bodies melt, merging into one another
the wet slap of cock inside cunt
the irresistible rhythm of sex
my body in yours
inside you
thrusting
craving you
thrusting
wanting you
thrusting
plunging deeper, harder
thrusting
thrusting
grabbing at me frantically
clutching at my cock
fucking me
and fucking me
and fucking me...

and when you come...
ohh god when you come
all over my cock
a hot, wet flood
screaming my name
your body arching
beauty out of passion...

that image of you
arched
your breasts exposed
your thighs clinging
your head thrown back

it's what I need
what I want

and your orgasm...
ohh god your orgasm...
makes me need to come
makes me need to spurt

I want to fill you with my cum

and it's raw now
and it's animal
as my cock skids out
my penis visibly throbbing
swollen and erect
dripping wet from your cunt
and I can't hold it back
and I groan your name
and my cum spurts
again and again
on your breasts
on your belly
all over your cunt

hot, thick, wet spurts of cum
all over you
making you wet
marking you

making you mine...

until you're draped on the bed once more
still a thing of beauty
so wet from me
flushed
drenched
covered in my cum
breathing hard...

and I see you like that
so sensual in the soft light
soaked and naked

and I want you again...

rough sex

Saturday, October 10, 2009 at 4:07 PM

hello you x

This is a repost, a combination of two shorter posts that I've been intending to compile into one for ages, to make it a little more hands free for you ;) I've had a nasty does of flu for the past week and I'm consequently very aware that there's been nothing new in here for two weeks, so I think now is as good a time as any to put these together for you to enjoy either for the first time, or all over again ;)

This one, as you can tell by the title, is for those who like it a little rougher and more dominant, so it's not going to be to everyone's tastes. Have fun ;)

roger x

*****


You've been masturbating again without my permission - you think I don't know, but I can always tell. Your scent fills the air as I walk into the bedroom. Such a bad girl.

And you know what a slut you are - you know how much trouble you're in - you know that I've forbidden you to touch yourself when I'm not here, and you know the consequences of your actions. Perhaps you weren't expecting me to come home and discover you like this. Though it looks pretty deliberate to me. You're showing no shame whatsoever. Just look at you - sat there at your computer with your hand down your panties, your cunt clearly dripping wet - I can hear it as you stroke yourself, not stopping even though I've walked into the room. Just looking at me, continuing to masturbate right in front of me, challenging me - such a dirty little slut.

I think you know how bad you've been. I think you know I'm going to have to punish you.

You're looking back at me rebelliously. You know that you should submit, that you should be asking my forgiveness, begging me - but today submission doesn't seem to be something you want to give readily. As I step towards you, watching you, you smile at me wickedly, still stroking your clit in rhythmic circles, occasionally slipping your fingers into your cunt, gasping and trembling a little, then returning to the rhythm. You know I love watching you like this, you know how much I love to watch you masturbate, how much it arouses me - but you also know that this is a direct challenge to my authority. You want things your own way. Greedy little slut. That's not the way it's going to happen today.

I move closer to you, stepping right in front of you, watching you, smiling, but not speaking to you. You continue to stroke yourself, opening your thighs wider, tugging the crotch of your panties aside to display your sex to me, sliding your fingers across it, pushing them inside yourself again. I can see you glancing down to my crotch, seeing the bulge of my erection in my pants. You know you've aroused me, and you like that - perhaps you assume that by arousing me, you'll escape your punishment.

I don't think so.

I'm stood between your thighs now, looking down at you as you masturbate on your chair. You look directly into my eyes, still challenging me - your gaze is greedy and lustful. I slide my fingers gently across your cheek, smiling wickedly at you, brushing my fingers up through your hair - you tremble a little, looking me in the eye again, smiling at me. "Fuck me..." you say. It's not a request, it's a demand. But your demand has sealed your fate.

My fingers slip through your hair, winding a little around my hand, taking a firm grip - before you can protest, I pull your head back sharply, holding it there, baring your neck, looking down at you.

"Dirty little slut", I say.

You gasp, your fingers still stroking your clit, rubbing a little faster now. But my grip is tighter in your hair, and I pull you roughly from the chair and down onto your knees in front of me. You gasp, trembling again, still defiant, still wanting your own way.

"Such a fucking slut," I say, spitting out the words. "Do you want to be punished? Is that what you want?"

"...yes..." you gasp, groaning as I tug your head back harder, looking right down at you.

"You want me to fuck you?" I ask, growling again.

"yes... ohh god yes... please..."

"Tell me again," I reply. "Tell me you want me to fuck you."

"I need it..." you gasp, groaning again as I pull your head back harder, "unnhh god please fuck me... I want you to fuck me... please..."

"I think you want it too much," I reply. "First you need to be punished. Unbuckle my belt."

"god..." you whisper, your nervous fingers moving up to my belt, unhooking it, pulling it apart, sliding it out of the loops on my pants, holding onto it.

"Give it to me," I demand. Nervously, you respond, handing me the belt. You can see the large bulge in my pants now, my cock straining to be free. Unable to resist, you slide a hand over my erection, rubbing it slowly through my pants. It feels delicious, my cock pulsing at your touch, but I resist. "Did I tell you that you could touch me?"

"...no..." you whimper, removing your hand quickly. You can feel your panties are already drenched, wanting to touch yourself there, fearful of the response.

"Dirty fucking slut. You want to suck it, don't you? You want my cock in your mouth."

"...yes..." you gasp, "please..."

"Beg me..." I reply. "Beg me to fuck your mouth. Tell me what a dirty fucking cumslut you are."

"god..." you groan, your panties so wet now, needing it, just needing me to fuck you hard, why won't I just fuck you? "please roger... god please fuck me... fuck my mouth... I'm a slut..."

"you're a dirty fucking cumslut..." I say, correcting you sharply.

"god... I'm... I'm a dirty fucking cumslut..." you gasp, "please roger... please fuck my mouth... put your cock in my mouth... please... I'm begging you..."

I unfasten my pants, tugging them down, my boxers sliding down with them, stepping out of them, still stood right over you as you kneel in front of me. My cock is hugely erect, so close to your lips, visibly throbbing. "Suck me then, slut," I say, "suck my cock... show me what a dirty girl you really are..."

You open your lips greedily, sliding your hand to my hard cock, steering the swollen head into your mouth almost a little too eagerly, sliding your lips over me, taking my hard penis deep into your mouth, your tongue swirling and lapping around my erection. I groan with pleasure, my grip tightening in your hair, pushing your lips further down onto my cock, holding you there as I start to fuck your mouth, a little roughly, taking my own pleasure, looking down at you as you suck and lick greedily. Such a dirty little slut.

I pull my cock from your mouth roughly, dragging you up onto your feet, hearing you whimper, needing more.

"Bend over the desk," I say. My tone is firm, I clearly won't brook any denial. Trembling again, you quickly clear a space on your desk, bending over, presenting your ass to me. I take hold of your panties, and tug them all the way down, my hand sliding between your thighs, my fingers slipping over your hot, wet cunt, stroking you greedily. "You're dripping wet," I state.

"yes..." you gasp, trying to push yourself back against me. I lift up my hand rapidly, and bring it down firmly onto your ass, spanking you hard, and you gasp with pain and pleasure, groaning sensually.

"Greedy little slut..." I say, spitting out the words, stood behind you now, my hand in your hair again, pushing your face down onto the desk roughly, holding you there. You can feel me pressed against you now from behind, my erection hard between your buttocks, rubbing against you, not entering you yet.

"Please fuck me..." you gasp, "god please... I need it..." You reach around behind you, trying to take hold of my cock - I pull away for a moment, spanking you again, hard.

"Give me your wrists," I hiss. "If you can't behave, I'm going to have to restrain you." You lean forward on the desk, letting it support you, passing your wrists back to me nervously - picking up the belt, I tug your wrists tightly behind your back, tying them with the belt, a little too tightly - it hurts a little when you struggle, digging into your wrists.

"god... please fuck me, roger..." you gasp. You need it so much now - you can feel a trail of your wetness dribbling down the inside of your thighs, your cunt aching, needing to be filled. "please..."

I slide my cock against your ass again, still holding you down. You can feel my erection pulsing between the cheeks of your ass, so hot, so hard.

"Then beg me..." I say, "beg me to fuck you... tell me what a dirty fucking slut you are..." and I take a handful of your hair, pulling you back towards me, your back arching deliciously as you push back against me, my hand sliding around your body, cupping a breast in my fingers, pinching one of your nipples, "beg me, you little slut.."

"Beg me..." I say, "beg me to fuck you... tell me what a dirty fucking slut you are..." and I take a handful of your hair, pulling you back towards me, your back arching deliciously as you push back against me. You can feel my hot, hard erection throbbing against your ass as I tug you back against me, rubbing myself against you, using you. You need me inside you, need to feel my cock deep inside your cunt, but your wrists are tied tightly behind your back, and it's almost impossible for you to move, bent roughly over the desk, my hand still in your hair, pulling you back harder, leaning over you, hissing in your ear. "Tell me..."

"unnnhhh god... god roger... god I'm a slut.. I'm a dirty fucking slut..."

"Then beg me to fuck you..." I demand, "beg me to fuck you like the slut you are...". I drag you back harder, my cock pressed hard against your ass, my free hand sliding underneath you, cupping your breast, pinching your nipple hard.

"uunnhhhh... ohhh god... god please fuck me... please fuck me roger... I'm begging you... fuck my cunt... unnhhhhh... ohh god please..."

"That's better," I growl. I push your face down against the desk, holding you down, my cock slipping down from between your buttocks, throbbing and erect, sliding quickly between your open thighs from behind, rubbing the head of my swollen cock against your dripping wet cunt... getting it wet.. and then pushing... hard... all the way inside you with one long, deep thrust.

You groan with pleasure, pushing back onto me.

"unnhhhh god... yes..." you gasp, "fuck me harder... god I need that...god, fuck me..."

"Greedy little slut," I growl, lifting up my hand and spanking you, hard. You let out a whimper, and I thrust my erection deeper and harder inside you. I can feel you trying to grind back onto me, and I lift up my hand again.

"Don't you dare move - did I say you could move?" and you feel my hand come down again, harder this time... slapping your bare ass. You groan with pleasure, unable to help yourself pushing further back onto me, your warm, wet cunt engulfing the full length of my penis, squeezing tight around me. "unnhhh god... such a bad girl..." I gasp, "I told you not to move... and you're still moving... unnhhh fuck... dirty girl... dirty fucking slut..." and I spank you again, harder this time, taking hold of your hips, ramming my cock into you, deep and hard. You squeal with pleasure and pain.

I start to move inside you now... I know that's what you want... my cock fucking you... harder... faster... and you're so fucking wet... so tight around my thrusting cock... ramming deeper into you now... your cunt splashing around my cock... you're groaning, already so close to cumming... crying out with each hard thrust of my cock, slamming into you... taking you... using you for my own pleasure...

"Don't you come..." I groan, breathing harder, sliding my throbbing cock deeper into your cunt, thrusting into you... fucking you... "don't you dare come... if you want to cum you'll have to beg me... you'll have to beg me to let you cum...". You gasp, whimpering again, so close, so damn close, trying to hold it back as I ram my cock harder into your cunt.

I've instructed you not to move, but I can still feel your cunt tightening deliciously around my erect cock, squeezing around me, trying to take me deeper inside. I groan with pleasure, and you squeeze around my cock again, your cunt pulsating around my erection, pushing yourself back onto me, fucking me hard as I fuck you, driving my cock deep inside you, and you groan passionately, begging me to fill you, begging me to cum hard in your cunt, begging me to spurt all my cum deep inside you.

I can barely resist, god I need to cum, I'm so fucking close, but you're being too greedy, ignoring my control. You need to be punished, but I can't stop now - I hear you gasp deliciously, feeling a wet splash around my cock, and you start to tremble, pushing yourself back onto me, groaning: "god roger... god I'm going to come..."

"Don't you dare fucking come," I gasp, thrusting my cock harder into your cunt, "you have to beg me...". I feel a sudden stream of wetness pouring over my erection, your body starting to convulse.

"I can't..." you groan, "ohhh god I can't hold it back..."

I gasp with pleasure, thrusting my pulsing cock deep and hard into your cunt, grabbing your hair, tugging you back... hard. "Come then... god... come like the fucking slut you are... come on my cock... ohhhh god... come all over my hard cock... uunnhhh god..."

"fuckk..." you groan, "ohhh fuck that's it... I'm cumming... I'm cumminnnggg.... UUNNNHHHHHH... ohhh fuckkk... NNNHHHHHHH..."

You convulse hard, your juices pouring over my cock as you come urgently, screaming with pleasure, my erection throbbing gorgeously as your cunt squeezes and pulsates around me, so fucking wet... I need to cum too, but I hold it back, feeling my penis throbbing hard, holding back my orgasm... you didn't wait until I gave you permission to come... you need to learn your lesson.

I pull my erection out of your cunt with a wet splash, and you groan, still convulsing, your juices dribbling down from your cunt, begging me to fuck you again, begging me to fuck you hard. I ignore you, pushing your head back down on the desk, lifting up my hand, and spanking you - a hard, sharp slap on your ass, reminding you that you've been bad, that you need to be punished. You groan with pleasure and pain, needing to be filled, needing to be fucked.

I reach into the desk draw, taking out a silk scarf, my hand sliding through your hair again, taking a handful, dragging your head back roughly, hearing you gasp. Before you can move, I tie the scarf around your head, blindfolding you, pushing you back over the desk, your wrists still firmly tied behind your back, the belt pinching your wrists a little. You whimper, and I kneel down behind you, sliding my hand between your thighs, instructing you to spread them wider. Feeling my fingers stroking you, sliding inside your wet cunt, you tremble and open your thighs further, suddenly feeling another scarf wrapping around your ankle, strapping it tightly to the leg of the desk. You groan, trembling again, so wet now, feeling me spreading your legs wide, tying your other ankle to the other leg of the desk, then standing up behind you again, my hand slipping back between your open thighs , stroking you, thrusting my fingers deep into your cunt. You groan with pleasure, trying to push back onto my fingers, but you're strapped up tight now, your ankles tied to the desk, your wrists strapped behind your back, the blindfold over your eyes, unable to see anything.

"Since you can't be trusted to do what you're told," I tell you, matter-of-factly "I've had to restrain you. Perhaps just one more detail..."

I reach into the drawer again - you can't see what I'm doing, but you hear me remove something - the low, vibrating hum gives it away, and you gasp as you feel the head of your vibe slipping against your wetness, and I start to push it inside you, slowly sliding the vibe all the way into your cunt, deep inside you. "I'm going to leave the room for a couple of minutes," I tell you. "I'll expect this vibrator to still be inside you when I return. Perhaps that'll teach you to keep still."

You're so wet - you can already feel it sliding ever so slowly out of your cunt. You grip it tightly, squeezing around it, groaning with pleasure as the low vibrations ripple through the inside of your sex, writhing a little on the desk, the bonds too tight to allow you much room to move. It's no good - the more you squeeze around it, trying to grip onto it, the more you can feel the vibrations, making you wetter - and as I watch, inch by inch it slips out of your cunt - I catch it behind you, moments before it slides to the floor.

"Dirty little slut..." I say, spanking you hard, and you groan with pain and pleasure, "such a fucking slut... so wet you can't even keep this inside you... looks like there's only one alternative...". I shove the vibe back deep into your cunt, and you gasp with pleasure, feeling it vibrating deep inside you... but just as you're enjoying it, I pull it out again roughly. "There, I think that's wet enough..." - and suddenly you feel the head of the vibe skidding against your asshole - you gasp again: "ohhh god..." and then groan as you feel me pushing it inside you, your asshole parting around the vibe, trembling and groaning again as you feel me push it deeper, all the way inside you, deep into your ass...

"Okay, " I say, letting go of the vibe, leaving it buzzing deep in your ass, "let's try this again... I'm going to leave the room for a couple of minutes... I'll expect the vibrator to still be in your ass when I return... let's see if you're capable of controlling yourself..."

And with that I leave the room, leaving you whimpering, squeezing around the vibe, bucking a little with the vibrations, trying to keep still, your cunt dripping wet... tied up and helpless, not knowing what I'm going to do next...

cumming all over you...

Sunday, September 20, 2009 at 6:28 PM

Something I was thinking about today... half formed images really rather than a full post, but I found it intensely arousing and wanted to share... it may appear later in a full story, but it works separated too, I think...

You're on your back, half sat up against the pillows on the bed, and you're naked. I'm straddling your breasts. We've already spent some time fucking, perhaps you've already come three or four times, and I've been holding my orgasm back, so that each time you come, wet and delicious all over my hard cock, I've become more and more aroused, my need growing - a couple of times almost cumming inside you, my cock throbbing so hard inside your cunt as you come, but still holding it back, knowing that when I come, I want it to be all over you - that ultimate expression of my lust, my need, each hot spurt of cum on your skin saying I want you, I want you, I want you, my desire for you a hot wet expression, poured all over you.

And now it's come down to this... I'm so intensely aroused, and you've just come all over my cock for the third or fourth time, and I'm desperate with lust, needing to cum, no longer able to hold it back.

And I'm straddling your breasts.

My cock is so fucking wet, and it's not about my cock being smothered, it doesn't matter to me whether your breasts are large or small, I just want that feeling, that image of my cock intensely erect, skidding wetly back and forth between your breasts, rubbing against you. Each time I thrust forward, the head of my cock slides up towards your lips, and your tongue snakes out each time, licking at the head of my pulsing cock, tasting me, sending my arousal through the roof...

And I'm so close to orgasm, I can't take much of this... I become more urgent, more greedy, sliding up your body, until I'm no longer sliding between your breasts, I'm fucking your mouth, my thighs either side of your face, my cock plunging lustfully into your lips as you suck and lick at me eagerly. I'm groaning intensely with each thrust, so close, so fucking close to cumming...

and you tug me out of your mouth, grasping my hard, wet cock in your hand, stroking me deliciously, knowing I'm going to come, and you look up at me, breathing hard, needing it, wanting it, and you whisper to me:

"Cum for me... cum on my face... cum all over me... god I want your cum all over me..."

And you know what that does to me... I groan your name, my cock suddenly pulsating hard in your hand, and you smother my throbbing penis with your lips, moaning around my cock as the first hot spurt of cum shoots into your mouth, and you tug it out again, groaning with pleasure as another thick, hot jet of cum spurts onto your face, and another spurt, and another, more of my cum marking you, streaking on your face, dribbling down your neck... my cock still pulsing in your hand as the last of my spunk drips down my hard shaft, coating your fingers... and you can feel a trail of my cum dribbling down, pooling in your collarbone...

and I look down at you, breathing hard... my cum all over your face, your neck... leaning down to kiss you, smearing my lips against your wet mouth... and at the same time my fingers slide though the pool of cum at your neck...

scooping it up... scooping my cum on my fingers... and as we kiss, I slide my wet fingers down between your thighs... smearing some of my cum over your clit... making it wet from me...

and then I slide my wet fingers to your cunt... and push them inside you...

pushing my cum all the way into your cunt...

and start to fuck you with my fingers...

god...

Dirtyboy on Twitter and Facebook

Saturday, September 05, 2009 at 2:03 PM

For those of you who like to keep up with what I'm up to (especially given that I only tend to post once a week or so) you can keep up with me on a more daily basis on Twitter here: http://twitter.com/dirtyboy1uk

I don't say much of any importance, just random scribblings while I'm writing, though sometimes it can get a little filthy as you'd expect ;) Please feel free to follow me if you're on Twitter, it'd be lovely to have your company.

I also have a Facebook page, though to be honest I barely use it and there's very little in there - but again please feel free to add me, and if you prefer to send messages in Facebook rather than by email, I do always reply. You'll find me here: Roger's Facebook profile

Speaking of which - I've been working like crazy the past couple of weeks and I'm way behind on email replies - if you're awaiting a reply, please bear with me, I haven't forgotten you. I still love to hear from you, even when I'm too busy to reply properly x

More than anything else, I really love to receive your replies to the questionnaire on my site. It's long, asks all kinds of intimate, filthy questions, and I think you'll have a lot of fun filling it in - it's very much designed to make you come, so go take a look, I think you'll enjoy it ;) Again I do always reply - I'm a little behind at the moment, but I'm getting there! You'll find the questionnaire here: Roger's disgracefully sexy questionnaire

Okay, time for some lunch :)

roger xx

Making you mine

Monday, August 24, 2009 at 11:59 AM

"Calm, little one... stay calm... try to relax and breathe..."

It's only moments since you came for me, the orgasm ripped from your body with a savage intensity. Your screams still echo in the room. Your blood is liquid fire. The sharp slap of my hand on your arse is fresh in your memory: a sweet, hot pain, still burning. Delicious convulsions ripple through you, barely conscious of anything but pleasure and pain, your every nerve ending tingling, your body on edge, trembling, shaking.

You're mine, completely.

I whisper softly in your ear, your orgasm not letting go, my breath hot and lustful against your cheek. I hold you close on the rug, my body spooned around yours from behind, the soft fur of the rug brushing against your skin as you tremble in my arms. Your clit pulses... pulses... pulses... not stopping... your nerve ends tingling, the hot pain from my hand still burning on your arse, on your thighs, your clit still feeling that last stroke of my fingers, throbbing at the memory.

My hands move up from your waist, towards your breasts, my fingertips brushing across your nipples, pinching them softly. You groan again, the slightest touch bringing back the convulsions, bucking against me. It's clear you need more, rather urgently.

"Do you need to come again, little one?" I whisper. I pinch your nipples again, a little harder.

"Roger... I... ohhhhh... ohhh god..."

You writhe at my touch, feeling my chest against your back, my hard cock warm and pulsing, nestled between your buttocks. You press back against me, needing to feel it. Still tugging gently on one of your nipples, my other hand drifts down over your belly, my fingertip brushing across your clit so delicately. You groan again, your body bucking up towards my finger.

"Do you need to come, little one?" I whisper. "Tell me... tell me if you need it..."

The tone is soft but the implication is still there. You know that your orgasm is entirely dependent now upon my will and you already realise that I'm going to make you beg. You know you'll surrender willingly.

"Roger... please... I... uunhhhhh... ohh fuck... fucckk..."

"I know you need it... tell me... tell me what you need..."

My finger is circling your clit now, rubbing, stroking, your muscles taut, arching up to my finger. My body is pressed into yours, enclosing you, my voice still whispering in your ear. You're lost in me, surrounded by me.

"uunnhhhhhh... fucckkkk... ohhh please Roger... let me come... fuckk... ohhhh I need to come..."

"Tell me again, little one... tell me what you need..." My fingers rub harder, faster, my cock warm and pulsing between your buttocks, responding to your need...

"ohhhhhh god... I need... unnhhhhhhh... I need to come Roger... please... ohhh god please make me come... I don't think I can hold it... please..."

"Such a little whore..." I breathe, and my words ignite you, a hot trigger. "Then come for me... don't hold it back... come for me..." My thumb skids across your clit, circling faster... harder... and it's all you can do to stop yourself from screaming. As you begin to convulse my fingers slide down to your cunt, slipping easily between the pouting wet lips, and I thrust them... all the way inside you... three of my fingers suddenly sliding deep and hard into your cunt, filling you. Your fingers grab at me, clutching, as your orgasm starts to surge through your body. There's a delicious wet splash, a sudden gush of your wetness spilling over my thrusting fingers, and you come... hard...

Your orgasm is explosive, intense, your body wracked with delicious convulsions, grabbing onto me, arching, writhing... and I can't take much more. I can feel my penis pulsing hard against your arse, wanting you, needing you. Needing to fuck you.

As your body convulses I draw you quickly up onto all fours, my erect penis slipping between your thighs, the head skidding against the dripping wetness of your cunt. I can't wait, I need it now. With one long, delicious thrust, I slide the full length of my cock deep inside you, your cunt engulfing my erect penis as I drive it deeper, flooding over me.

And with that first, exquisite thrust, you scream again...

The Voyeur

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 at 4:04 AM

I look at you with ill-disguised lust. Alone here in this room. Just you and I.
I’m sat in the corner, in the dark, alone on the chair.
You’re on the bed, looking at me.

Watching me as I watch you.

A cycle of lust.

"You're sure you want to do this?" I look at you again, quizzically. “You seem nervous, shy... if you‘ve changed your mind...?”
“No...” you whisper, slowly gathering your nerves. “I just... no-one will know?”
“No-one will know,” I reply. “Why would I feel the need to tell?”
“Please... it needs to be discreet,“ you whisper, your nerves showing. “I won’t be flirting with you in public, certain people watching... they can‘t know... they can‘t know I did this for you...”
“I only want to watch you,” I say again, quietly. “No more than that.”
“But...”
You hesitate.
“I thought...”
I like to watch,” I smile. “That and no more. If that’s not enough for you...”

Your mind turns over the possibilities. There is sex in the room. I seem calm, but you know I’m watching you. You know I want you. You know I’m thinking about fucking you.
“If you want to...” you begin.
“I do want to, but no. This is all it is. Just this room, now. I want to watch you come for me.”

The final phrase pours from my lips. Half whispered. You tremble, softly.

“Will you... will you touch yourself too...?”
“I don’t know,” I reply. “Possibly. Do you want that?”
The image tumbles through your mind.
“...yes...”
“You want to see me come?” I’m looking at you more intensely, smiling. You know your response will excite me.
“...yes...” you breathe.
“Say it.” I reply, half whispered. “Tell me what you want.”
“I want...”
“I know what you need. Tell me.“

Your heart beats faster, a pulse now between your thighs.
“I want to see you come...”

I watch you, my breathing increasing, my own pulse rising.
“Touch yourself,” I whisper.
My hand slips down between my thighs, slowly, gently. My gaze never leaving you.

Touch yourself.”
And with a shaken sigh, you surrender.

You're such a bad girl...

Saturday, August 01, 2009 at 10:05 PM

You're such a little slut. Look at you.
Don't think I haven't noticed you there, late at night, reading my words. Don't think I haven't seen how you touch yourself.
I've watched you there, so many times, your panties around your ankles, hoping you won't be caught, masturbating like a little slut.
I've seen how wet you become.
I've seen how you push your fingers into your wet little cunt, imagining my cock inside you. Imagining me fucking you.
Imagining my cum spurting deep inside you, all over you.
You're such a dirty little girl.
You need to be taught a lesson. You need to learn how to behave. I can see you wriggling even now. Such a greedy little slut, clearly needing to be fucked.
Is that what you want? Do you want my cock in your cunt? Do you want to be taken? Do you want to be fucked?
I know that you do. I know this is making you wet.
It's time you admitted to me just what a filthy little slut you are.
Show me. Do it for me now. I don't care if someone will see you.
Put your hand down between your thighs. Touch yourself for me. Make yourself wet for me.
Do it for me right now. Don't make me have to punish you.
Pull your panties down. Take them right off.
You've done it so many times before, reading my words. Do it now.
Take off your panties.
Don't make me wait. You're my slut. You'll do as you're told.
Take them off, right now.
I don't care who sees you.
Take them right off.
Open your thighs. I want to see how wet you are.
Show me that wet little cunt of yours.

mmmm... that's better...

Now put your hand between your thighs...
Slide it over your cunt... make your fingers wet...

You're such a fucking slut... look at you...

Push them inside...
Push your fingers into that wet little cunt...
Don't make me wait...
Push them inside...
All the way...

Open your thighs wider... I want to see...

mmmmm...
Such a little whore for me...

Keep those fingers in your cunt...
And tell me, admit it to me right now... tell me you're my dirty fucking slut, and you have your fingers in your cunt...
Say it to me, right now... I want you to admit it to me...
Tell me you're my dirty fucking slut, and you have your fingers in your cunt...

Show me just what a little slut you are...

audio orgasm 1 - Schatzie

Monday, July 27, 2009 at 6:23 PM

Something a little different today that I'm certain you'll enjoy...

In my previous post I wondered aloud whether any of you would be brave enough to record an audio for me, in which you'd be masturbating to delightful orgasm, with the results posted here on the site for everyone here to enjoy along with you. It was something I thought might just appeal to the exhibitionists amongst you, knowing you'd be listened to, knowing everyone would be touching themselves as they listened, almost certainly coming with you...

I was delighted with the positive response, and I'd like to present what I hope will be the first of an ongoing series of such files. This gorgeous nine minute audio file was recorded just last night by long time reader Schatzie, whilst reading my post 'At The Party'.

Obviously, this delightfully sensual audio is very much not safe for work...

I'd love to post more of these, so if this inspires you to do something similar (and I hope it will), all you need to do is email me here: dirtyboy1uk@aol.com. Please feel free to ask any questions you please, and should you prefer to remain completely anonymous when I post your file, that's totally fine.

That's quite enough from me - I hope you enjoy Schatzie, she's doing this for your pleasure (and of course, her own)...

Schatzie's orgasm

roger x

Two million and a question for the exhibitionists...

Friday, July 24, 2009 at 6:19 PM

There's a fun opportunity for the exhibitionists amongst you below, but first (and briefly)... without realising it, I passed another milestone this week - my original Dirtyboy blog (long since deleted, but the contents of which are all in here) ended with 770,758 hits. This blog, as I write, has now reached 1,236,920 hits - which added together is 2,007,678 - I've passed the two million mark! I'll save the actual celebrations for when I eventually hit 2 million in here, but it's still a nice feeling.

So while I'm here, I thought I'd post a question that one of my very few male readers asked earlier today and open it up to discussion, to see what you all think. Here's the comment:

speaking as one of your hetero male lurkers, i must say that u do keep a lot to yourself! what about publishing some of the questionnaire responses? or (with permission of course) even some of the audio entries? we are too tantalised!

and here's my initial reply:

I'd be only too delighted to publish questionnaire responses, as many of them are intensely erotic, but I've always felt that publishing anything at all which is sent to me privately betrays a trust. I'm told a lot of very confidential information via email, probably as it's well known that I'm ultra-discreet, so posting such things in here would seem unfair. I have considered handling it in a different way for the book, having a section devoted to the questionnaire, and showing an assortment of anonymous replies to each question. That could be fun, and would preserve anonymity. I'd keep that for the book though, rather than here in the blog.

As for audio files, that would have to be a definite no (unless I was sent an audio and given express permission otherwise). It takes a heck of a lot of nerve to even enter my contests, and along with that goes the assurance that no-one will ever hear them but me. So whilst in theory I'd be delighted to post audio files I've been sent, in practice I would never, ever do it unless given express permission by the reader who sent it.

It might be worth experimenting with a contest where it was known the audios would appear on the site for everyone to enjoy, as that would certainly attract the exhibitionists, but I kind of think I wouldn't get a single entry lol.


So here's my question: if I held a new audio contest, in which you knew that the audio files would be posted here in my blog for everyone to enjoy... would you enter? It wouldn't even need to be a contest as such - instead it could be simply an open invitation for you to send me a delightful audio of you masturbating to orgasm for me, which I'd post here in the blog for everyone to listen to and have fun with. If you've ever looked at the Beautiful Agony or ifeelmyself websites, and thought that you'd love to do something like that, but you could never let anyone see your face, then this might be just the thing for you... something completely anonymous and lots of fun.

If even just three or four of you say yes, I think it might be good to try it... so just how much of a naughty exhibitionist are you...?

UPDATE: we now have two lovely volunteers (one in the comments, one who emailed me privately). I'm hoping a few more of you will be eager to have a little fun with this. If you'd prefer to speak to me privately about this rather than leave a comment, to preserve your anonymity out here, please feel free to email me directly to talk about it: dirtyboy1uk@aol.com

touching myself...

Sunday, July 19, 2009 at 5:37 PM

I'm still working hard on the new collection, and there's still plenty of time to send me your contributions - take a look here and here to find out more.

And if you've ever wondered what it's like putting together a collection of intense erotica written by my readers, much of it including me as an active participant... this is how it was yesterday...

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The cursor blinks on the screen. I try not to think too much about the words. I can barely take their intensity. I'm so very, very aroused. I can't allow myself to read those words, those lustful, burning phrases.

I need to maintain a certain amount of distance, to concentrate on the rhythm, the pacing of the book, to make it something wonderful. And yet... and yet I've been working for a couple of hours now... editing, structuring... and I'm already touching myself... and I can't help but read...

So many images tumbling through my head... exquisite sexual fantasies, written urgently and intensely... the writers of those words masturbating decadently... telling me just what they're doing... describing what they want, what they need so very much... needing me to fuck them... to take them... to hold them down and use them... and I groan softly...

I'm not sure how much more of this I can take...

I scroll back... I tell myself that I'm just checking on the pacing, but I'm reading now, scattered words, my hand firmly between my thighs, clutching at my erection through my unbuttoned jeans, rubbing myself... another reader comes as she writes, her orgasm right there on the page... and then another one... and another... and I gasp softly, tugging open my jeans and sliding them down past my hips, freeing my erection... and as my hand encloses it, stroking up and down, I feel a pulse rush through my body...

I need more now, leaning back against the pillows, my laptop by my side... my breath increasing... scrolling down the page again... another intense fantasy, the writing urgent and lustful, needing me... and another orgasm, so exquisitely written... and I'm pulsing harder now, my hand firmly stroking up and down the length of my cock, my penis achingly erect between my thighs, hard and firm, the head swollen and pulsing... I reach for some lube, pouring it over the head of my cock, watching it glisten as the lube dribbles down my length, my hand sliding the lube into my erection, working it up and down, up and down, my thighs falling apart, my hips moving up towards the strokes, thrusting a little into my hand... I need this... I need to come...

I scroll through the pages again... so many fantasies, so many orgasms... the words blur into my own fantasy... and suddenly I'm being watched... all these girls wanting me, needing me, coming for me... surrounded by them as I masturbate... their gaze watching my hand as it slips and slides along my dripping wet erection, watching my back arch, my body writhe with pleasure, masturbating as they watch... I feel hands on my skin, touching, stroking... lips caressing my neck, my chest, my belly, my thighs... I feel a mouth engulf my hard cock, sucking and licking greedily... and then another, taking over from the first... and I can see you there too, right next to me... masturbating with me... slick wet sounds coming from your cunt as you match my rhythm... the other girls around us... all of us masturbating... some girls touching each other, kissing urgently...

And I'm lost in the fantasy now... the focus of so much lust, so much need... I hear an orgasm, intense and sustained... and that first orgasm triggers more... and my cock is pulsing so hard in my hand as the speed of my stroke increases, intimate wet splashes coming from my cock as I masturbate more urgently... my thighs trembling... and I could come any moment... holding it back just a little longer... and more of the words tumble through my head... urgent, filthy fantasies... needing my cock... needing me to fuck them hard... needing me to come for them... deep inside them... all over them...

and oh fuck that does it for me... I groan long and hard... my body arches back against the pillows... my hips bucking as my cock slips and slides in my hand... and there's a hard pulse... and oh god there it is... I look down towards my pulsing cock, glistening wet in my hand, and a long wet spurt leaps from the head of my penis, spattering onto my belly, and I'm bucking again, another spurt following the first, and another, and another, pouring over my hand, jetting over my belly as I come and come and come...

And slowly my rhythm slows... my fingers dripping wet... warm cum covering my hand, splattered in a wet mess over my body... and as I start to come down... I look at you... and watch as you move closer, needing to fuck me... your fingers sliding through the cum... tasting me... and I know I need to come again...

***

*phew*

I'd love you to be in the book too... go take a look at the posts mentioned above, and email me xx

roger xx